MESSAGE FROM WENDY/CASPER
Hello Friends, Family of Brothers and Sisters of the Light,
Let me start by saying Thank You for all that you have done in donations for keeping the Bellringers’ Fourwinds10 and Rumor Mill News ,on line.
Anne and Patrick are living examples of living a frugal lifestyle, not placing themselves first….in fact they don’t even take a salary….or have an office….or have help! It’s just Anne and Patrick! Their “office” is a computer on a desk that Patrick made from old wooden skids…as is most of their homes furnishings are the same…..Furniture that Patrick made from cast off skids and lumber.
I wish they lived closer to me…I have him build some furniture for me! I love that rustic look personally…….and it reminds me of my childhood days when my dad used to go into the garage….and build stuff…..I LOVE that smell of lumber and sawdust.
Again…..I Thank all those that Donated….It’s important to have FourWINDS10 for information flow,…. Personally I don’t know what I would do, if our communication lines were not open!
I’d also like to Thank You folks…that have donated funds to me personally this past year when Casper put out the S.O.S…this was a very critical time in my life when my husband died…I was in the hospital…you saved my home by making a couple of house payments…..you fed my family…..and that relieved a BIG stress for me.
As I now recuperate……still in bed, now one year later… but at home…..I am finding that Medicaid is HORRIBLE…..it covers NOTHING…..and at 62, must wait for Medicare to kick in at 65…..so for the next 3 years…..It’s going to take a miracle..of prayers from you all to keep my body healing….and to keep the Negative attacks from happening….And… I TRULY FEEL ‘they’ attacked me “Shut her up..no news can be delivered”. Think about that……Casper was ill…….lost a kidney……Anne Bellringer….had serious heart problems….and then the holes in my body….and 22” of intestines that looked like Swiss cheese….a hole in my bladder the size of your fist……and I had never been sick a day in my life up til then…………..Hmmmm………….makes me wonder…..Did ‘they”??????
I am trying to sort thru Doctors bills that Medicaid will not cover ….they will just have to wait……trying to juggle money, my widows Social Security benefits are smaller than the bills every month so I juggle the money…..to “keep the lights on” for Me, my 93 year old mother in law, and my friend (Edie) who lives with us…as she takes care of Mom and me….the house…the dogs ( Zeus and George)….Moms cats (Lily and Lola). Edie is not trained as a care giver or a physical therapist…..and does the best she can to care for us both.
As I learn to stand again….regaining my core of gravity….learning to take a few steps has been a challenge……my feet and my brain were not connected. My brain told my feet to move…and nothing happened. My feet were glued to the floor for several weeks….while I started to develop muscles that would Pick up my feet. Fortunately, having been a semi pro athlete…..(back when dinosauers walked the earth….LOL)….I know what it takes to develop muscle tone….so without professional PT assistance my progress is slow. I will NEVER GIVE UP. I WILL NOT BE CHAINED TO THE BED FOREVER. I WILL WALK AGAIN UN-AIDED…it’s just a matter of time. J
So again, I thank you folks…that stepped to my assistance…there are a couple of you folks that are Angels….and have stepped forward a couple of times…without me asking for help…..I want you all to be Blessed for your gracious assistance and care and compassion and Prayers for me and my ‘family’…….... your donations have always come JUST in the “Nick of time”….for electricity bills….phone……food…etc. I do have a request……I have 2 elderly neighbors who will be alone for Christmas….and I’d love to acknowledge them and invite them to Christmas Dinner….if you would like to help me with that...I’d really love to invite them to spend time with us and our animals…..might give them some memories of their past …and they are also in their early ninetys……..so it’s comfortable for them with the 93 year old here to communicate with….. J We were not planning on doing much…..just a wreath on the front door and a couple of Christmas decorations inside…..but now considering….I think we should DO Christmas Dinner…and invite the neighbors….who are alone. We all NEVER know when it may be the last day on earth……..so If you would like to help…..with a couple of over due bills here at the house…and a Christmas Dinner……for the family and our elderly neighbors………You can go to paypal…. Wendycasper777@gmail.com to help us do a small favor for a couple of neighbors who will otherwise be alone. ..making life better for a couple more people….and helping my family also!
I am Thankful at this time of year to be alive….as last year at this time…I was fighting to live…..literally!
I am Thankful to be home this holiday season….as I watch the neighbors putting up their Christmas Lights and Santa decorations for their kids ……I cannot remember last year….except fighting for my next breath...................and being heavily drugged.
I am Thankful for friends like you…….adopted family like Edie……and others that have helped me. The nurses, the doctors…especially the CNA’s that took care of me….they were the most compassionate of all people I have ever met! I have over 300 pages of notes….and a book in my mind…to tell my story…it may help others. Maybe it will give comfort to just one person who is facing a nightmare like I was, and will help them get through a Life or Death situation, especially getting sick….14 days later…having a spouse of 39 years, die and feeling all alone,…. while doing battle staying alive.
It’s folks like you that give me hope!
My prayer this Holiday is for Peace in the world….that will bring about ALL the changes we need…….Love of each other………Funding to the people who WILL go make a difference…….that’s my Christmas Gift to the people. My prayer and meditations of Peace, Passion and Prosperity for all.
May your holiday season be a glad and happy affair…and if you live close to me…and are going to be alone…..let me invite you to dinner also! I’m just about 50 miles north of Tampa Florida. This won’t be fancy….but I can guarantee Edie is a pretty good cook…..food and company will be welcoming…so if you are close….and alone….LET ME KNOW! Zeus, George, Lily and Lola…will want to sit on your laps and be loved too!
Enjoy every moment……smell every rose……take advantage of the tiny things in Life…they are what you will hold close to your heart. The ‘stuff’ from “The Stuff Store” really doesn’t matter…..it’s a hug and a kiss…that is the most important!
Happy Holidays from my ‘family’ to yours, and I want to say Thank You for all you have done for me……I never thought that 20 years of being Wendy could go so quickly. 1/3rd of my Life….trying to educate others…….to “Our Favorite Aggravation.” I STILL FEEL THAT IT IS ON THE WAY….AND FROM MY SOURCES…WE ALL AGREE…..I hate to use the word soon….but…..it applies!
I look forward to a great future….walking again….being helpful to someone….writing a book….and being ME!
Love to you all, Wendy